I don’t know, I mean I am not sure
My tears fall
Or do they
Really, I don’t know anymore
I just smile
And keep my chin up
And then I explode
And I shout
Or do I just think I do
I don’t really know anymore
I feel so very lost
And yet wasn’t this supposed to be the way for me to be found?
I know that this emotion is fleeting
I will wake up and let it go
But then it will hit me like a train
And I will once more face that locked door
Behind which all my emotions lie
Behind which my past is visible
My words flow free
Ringing through empty space
Will they find someone?
Will someone feel the same?
It doesn’t matter because tomorrow
Well it will be here soon enough
3 hours more
And then I will let it go
I will make my peace
And I will sleep easily knowing that
For now its all in check
Tomorrow I shall wake
And act like this, this right now, never happened
And none will be the wiser
Except you
And except me
This is the closest thing to peace people like me receive